Monday, April 30, 2007
since i'm not that high anymore
i shall blog properly.
yes.
i just have one sentence.
uncertainty is all we get from life.
i miss my parents.
this is the 3rd time this song has appeared here.
i love it to bits.
i guess it really shows how i feel now.
"Mama"
[Verse 1]
Mama thank you for who I am
Thank you for all the things I'm not
Forgive me for the words unsaid
For the times
I forgot
[Verse 2]
Mama remember all my life
You showed me love,You sacrificed
Think of those young and early days
How I've changed
along the way
[Bridge]
And I know you believed
And I know you had dreams
And I'm sorry it took all this time to see
That I am where I am because of your truth
I miss you, I miss you
[Verse 3]
Mama forgive the times you cried
Forgive me for not making right
All of the storms I may have caused
And I've been wrong
Dry your eyes
[Bridge]
And I know you believed
And I know you had dreams
And I'm sorry it took all this time to see
That I am where I am because of your truth
I miss you, I miss you
[Verse 4]
Mama I hope this makes you smile
I hope you're happy with my life
At peace with every choice I made
How I've changed
Along the way
And I know you believed in all of my dreams
And I owe it all to you, Mama.
i miss you.
i miss 2006.
i have to learn to let go.
\\\\\\\\\\
from jessica!
1. Are you smiling?
no.
2. When is the last time you met someone new?
today?
3. Truthfully, what is irritating you now?
myself.
4. When did you last eat pizza?
sec2 camp.
5. Do you have any friends who are famous?
Dont think so.
6. Are you any good at poker?
um, maybe?
7. Do you like Monopoly?
used to i guess.
8. What do you want?
i want someone to talk to. and a steinway grand.
9. Are you tired?
not really.
10. Last spoken words you heard?
"dinner"
11. Do you know anyone named John?
yes. john the git the chicken.
12. When is your birthday?
13th nov. >.<
13. Besides your bed, what is your favorite thing in your room?
PHONE!
14. Pepsi... Coke.... Pepsi... Coke...?
coke. :D
15. Have you ever thrown up?
i think so.
16. What are you thinking about?
my life?
17. Why are you doing this?
cause i xiang bu tong. and i need to take my mind off those things.
18. Is your computer a laptop?
uh. no?
19. Want to be a princess?
no. not at all.
20. Do you believe dreams come true?
if they're realistic.
21. Last song you heard?
mama- ildivo
22. Do you like Batman?
No.
23. Who is in the room with you?
me i myself
26. What was the last thing you ate?
Dinner.
28. What is the closest item near you that is blue?
speaker knob?
29. What instant messaging service do you use?
MSN.
30. What is your favorite pair of shoes?
flops.
31. What do you wear more, jeans or sweatpants?
uh. neither? i dont know.
32. What is the last movie watched?
gone with the wind.
33. What do you currently hear right now?
total eclipse of the heart-westlife
34. Where's your favorite place to be?
depends.
35. Where is your ipod?
non existent.
36. Where is your mom?
in hawaii.
37. Where do you shop the most?
uh heerens? far east?
38. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
some OP thing.
39. Where was your default picture taken?
dp? syf day.
40. Why did you pick your background?
cause i need a big space to blog.
42. When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
haven't gone thru that stage yet.
43. Have you ever talked about marriage with someone before?
yup.
44. Do you want kids?
don't know.
45. How many?
don't know.
46. Do you want someone you can't have?
no.
47. Do you believe love at first sight exists?
don't think so.
48. Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
not really. its quite pointless.
49. Do you believe that you can change someone?
hope so.
50. Do you have feelings for someone right now?
yes. love, hate, disgust.
9:25 PM